I wish i have a lot of girl friends. yes, i do have. but the problem is I don't know who would like like to go out with me and close to me. Maybe girls don't like to sms, call someone to talk, etc. but now we have whatsapp, viber, talkbox right? we can text and call for free. not just iphone k? i heard android phonr also can do the same thing. I guess maybe is my attitutes problem. I get emotional very easily. Or maybe they think I'm busy. Yes. I got my activities everyday. If I go hang out with my friends everyday, I think I have no time to study, spend time with family, watch tv, do my housework, gym, always get late to work, etc. I sleep a lot. Actually sleeping is really waste time. However I get tired easily or maybe I'm lazy and I like the feel that sleep can make me temporarily get rid of all my problems facing. Many people envy to me, because I can sleep anytime I want. No matter how stressful or sad or what, I still can sleep well. This is not so good for me as I always fall asleep when I'm trying to study last minute for my exam. So I don't think I can do last minute work as I'm so slumber and terrible. lol. But I always do last minute work. This is my pattern. gosh. I really need to change this. I should arrange my time schedule well. And should obey my time schedule. Where are my previous giod habits gone? I used to have very good habits. seriously. You can ask my primary school or secondary school friends. They know it. Maybe it is caused by my job. I work and work and work. hmm. i really need to set rules and regulations for myself so I can be more displines. And I shall not let anyone influence my displinary. For example, reject friend's invitation me to go for drink/club/sing k at night(which i'm going to do this on Sunday -.-). Dinner is ok as long I can reach home before 12. I really should start to reject people, if I don't really feel want to do the things with him/her. What things? You know la. Don't guess it in a wrong way. ok. let me give you example. When you don't feel want to go shopping as you want to save money, but your friend ask you to go shopping with her. How? Normally I will go because I like to hang out with friends. Yet this is bad for me because i can't save my money and waste my time to do other things. However I go out alone sometimes too......
Should I just delete this post? Because I went out until 3am yesterday for playing pool and drink. So you as my reader, you should get used to what am I. I like to change my mind any minute.
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