还是越来越懒散了。
不想写blog是不想再写下去了。
因为我是negative thinker.
I always think badly.
I really don't know what for I bought "The Secret" by Rhonda Byrne.
I didn't absorb what it taught about.
Because I don't trust it at all.
Whatever.
This is me.
Kinda stubborn.
Even in the lecture class, sometimes I don't really admit the lecturer's says are right.
Although I keep silent in the class doesn't mean I'm totally agree what he says.
I always in between.
What I mean is, I can be either very active in the class, or passive.
My semester started for no longer.
I'm gonna be very busy soon... or should I say, now?
Many things happened couple of weeks/ months ago.
I never blog about them because of my laziness.
Nothing much interesting in my blog since I....... blah blah blah
My life is work & study, study & work, work & study......
Or sleep & eat, eat & sleep, sleep & eat....
What else?
Online & eat, eat & online, online & eat....
Gosh, that's why my weight was increased during the semester break! @.@
& then I signed up for Fitness First. & now I'm kinda regret actually.
Because I have to pay extra RM191/month.
And it is 12-month-contract! F***
I don't often go gym.
I go there maybe once a week? or twice?? ?
I know... I know... I dunno how to save money & always waste money seriously....
It's okay if I use my money wisely.
But I didn't!
I can't make good decision by myself.
Or maybe I should be more confidence on my own decision?
I should not regret right?
God Damn it when I think that I should use the money buy iphone rather than for the gym!
You know I desire to buy it for so long already??
If I buy iphone that's mean I have rm190(gym) + rm200 (phone bill average, I heard my friends who using iphone spend around rm300 plus per month!)...
That means if i bought iphone then I have rm400 expense every month!
I still have to pay for my course fees, petrol fees, toll fees, parking fees, food & beverage, etc
Plus, I need new clothes every month! Bag, shoes, woman's stuffs!
Do you think RM2000 is enough for me???
NO!
Tell me what to do now....
=(
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