move out or not

kinda lazy go to school when there is only 1 class have to attend.

Especially I have to work beside study.

Especially I have to drive from Kajang to Cheras (20km).

Especially there is traffic jam.

Especially I have to find the parking ( really pissed off when I can't find the parking for more than 20 mins)

I feel wanna rent a room in Cheras but I'm afraid that I have no car to use.

I want stay in Cheras and have a car with me.

My family only has 2 cars.

My dad need the car drive to work.

My mom need the car go to pasar & fetch my brother & sister from school (actually my mom can go to pasar on Sunday which is my dad off-day and my brother & sister can walk from school as the school is quite near from my house and sometimes they walk back home too).

They say it is expensive to rent a room & I have to eat outside.

They say my expense will be increase & I have more burden.

Gosh, you know I eat at outside more than at home? is that my car petrol free and I no need to pay the toll??

I'm really tired when I have to drive back home from my working place. Damansara, Sunway, Petaling Jaya, KL, etc. (30km above for single trip)

They say I may become bad girl ( honestly they know I'm not really a good girl).

I don't want my mom worries for me every time I go out to work and she waits for me to come home. You imagine for a mother to wait a daugther until 3am+. I don't feel well with this.

I love my room because no matter how, home is home.

I don't wanna move out because I care my family too.

And I'm really not good in doing houseworks. haha. I'm lazy. But I will be independent as I stay in college hostel before & I clean my room & clothes by myself.

Oh well, seems like it is hard for me to decide. Time to sleep.

CNY is coming but I have not ready yet.

The only thing I done is my hair.

The rest are: clothes, shoes, bags, nails, phone ( I'm still deciding whether I want to buy iphone or not.. digi or maxis? or ipad...?) Frustrating~~